It’s
a day that will be etched on my memory forever – the day
the optician came to school, and sent me home to my Mum with
that dreaded little brown envelope. I was only nine, but I knew
what it meant; a trip to the opticians in the high street for
a proper eye test – and then wearing glasses for the rest
of my days. I’d seen what happened to kids who wore glasses
– being called ‘four eyes’ seemed to go with
the territory at our school – and no matter how many
people tried to reassure me otherwise, I was convinced they
just made me look geeky. The only flicker of light at the end
of the tunnel came when my best friend was given a brown envelope
to take home too. At least, I thought, we could suffer the
trauma of wearing glasses together.
And
so, right from that very first pair of plastic-framed NHS
specs, I’ve hated every minute of wearing glasses. I was bullied
at school, teased by my brother, and as I grew older and became
more image conscious, I felt ugly and awkward wearing glasses.
While some people look great in glasses – often more intelligent
or distinguished – I just don’t think they suit
me. I’ve always looked a lot younger than my age too –
something which seemed to be accentuated by wearing glasses.
At 18 I was regularly mistaken for a 15 year old in my specs,
and that certainly wasn’t an advantage when it came to
buying drinks in a pub or trying to get into a nightclub.
When
contact lenses came along and I was old enough – and responsible
enough – to wear them, it really was like a dream come
true. I wore them every day for the maximum number of recommended
hours (even longer sometimes), but I couldn’t use them
24-seven, so sadly my battered old glasses remained apart of
my daily life.
By
the time I first heard about laser eye surgery – I read
an article in a national newspaper about Richard Branson having
his eyes lasered – my sight was so poor I couldn’t
even detect the big ‘A’ on the chart at the opticians.
The idea of being able to consign my glasses and contact lenses
to the bin once and for all sounded too good to be true, so
I made an appointment with Richard Branson’s Harley Street
surgeon to find out more. It was a relatively new procedure
so I knew it wasn’t going to be cheap. I was 19 and studying
journalism at college, so my Mum – knowing just how much
I despised my glasses – generously offered to foot the
bill if I decided to go ahead. Fortunately for my Mum, though
unfortunately for my level of self-confidence, I was put off
the operation. The success rate was high and the risks fairly
minimal, but I was horrified by the idea of the worst case scenario
– the possibility of ending up with an irreversible sensation
akin to looking through a pane of glass for the rest of my
life.
However,
in the intervening eight years technology has moved on, a
different type of laser is now being used and the success
rate has increased. The ‘shattered glass effect’ has been eradicated,
and in the first half of this year I came across several people
who had taken the plunge and been totally thrilled with the
results. I decided perhaps laser surgery was worth a rethink,
and booked myself a consultation with eye surgeon Robert Morris
in Southampton. Mr Morris is an NHS surgeon who also runs an
independent practice – Grange Eye Consultants –
specialising in all kinds of laser vision correction at the
private Wessex Nuffield Hospital in Chandler’s Ford. He
explained the procedure to me – including the risks –
and checked my eyes thoroughly to confirm I was a suitable candidate
for the most common laser vision correction technique, LASIK
(Laser Assisted In Situ Keratomileusis). It was a huge decision
to make – the thought of ending up with permanent sight
damage was unthinkable – but before too long I concluded
that the joy I’d derive from not wearing glasses or contact
lenses far outweighed the minimal risks.
While
the operation itself doesn’t really hurt, the most painful
part (other than the cost at £1,300 per eye – including
all after-care) is having to wear glasses for the fortnight
beforehand. I was told that wearing contact lenses alters the
shape of your cornea, so I needed to leave them out for two
weeks. Afterwards accurate measurements could be taken of my
cornea in readiness for the surgery a couple of days later.
I know it sounds ridiculous, but I really did find it an ordeal
to wear my glasses those last two weeks. For the first time
in several years I wore them to work, to go clubbing, swimming,
at the gym – and even out celebrating my birthday. However,
there was an upside to my two weeks of torment: it made me appreciate
the outcome of surgery so much more because the contrast from
wearing glasses to being able to see clearly with my own eyes
was greater than if I’d made the transition directly
from contact lenses.
The
day of the surgery came at long last, and I was bizarrely
confident. I’d felt nervous earlier in the week, but that morning
I just didn’t think about what I was about to go through
at all. I just put it to the back of my mind until I was actually
in the operating theatre, lying on the bed, knowing it was too
late for second thoughts but also reminding myself it would
be over in a matter of minutes. Although the procedure sounds
pretty unpleasant – involving cutting a thin flap in your
cornea so the laser can be applied – it was relatively
painless and the whole process only took about 15-20 minutes.
The only part that really hurt was having my eyelids clamped
open (to stop me blinking) with what resembled eyelash curlers,
while the sensation of pressure on my eyeball as the flap was
being cut was slightly uncomfortable.
There
was a rather unnerving moment at the beginning of the operation
too when everything went completely black but Mr Morris talked
me through every stage of the procedure so I knew this was completely
normal. Once my left eye had been treated it was covered over
and the whole procedure was repeated for my right.
Minutes
later I was getting up from the bed and walking out into
the recovery area to be checked over. I was told the operation
had been a success – but I knew that already. There
I was, walking around, able to see where I was going without
glasses or contact lenses. Okay, everything was very blurry
and my eyes felt sore and extremely light sensitive, but
already I could tell my eyesight had dramatically improved.
My
relieved Mum – who had been far more worried about the
operation than I had – drove me home, and I went to sleep
for a couple of hours. I had to take some paracetamol to dull
the shooting pains in my eyes and the headache which suddenly
came on, but after my nap I felt fine. I simply took it easy
for the rest of the day and stayed indoors, wearing dark sunglasses
to protect my eyes from the light. I was given antibiotics
and steroid drops to use for the following two weeks, and eye
shields to wear in bed for the first three nights to prevent
me from rubbing my eyes.
Everything
was still blurry when I went to bed on that first night,
but the next morning I woke up and I literally couldn’t believe
my eyes. I looked out of my bedroom window and I could see right
down to the end of our garden, and beyond to the woods behind.
I could read the registration plate on my car parked outside,
and the time on my clock across the wall. I was truly ecstatic,
and my sight was so good I felt confident enough to go out in
my car that afternoon. I’d been told my vision would fluctuate
in the days after surgery – one day it was particularly
blurry – but as my eyes healed it gradually improved
and at my check up after the first week Mr Morris confirmed
I had 20:20 vision.
Even
now – seven weeks after surgery – I’m still
not quite used to having such fantastic eyesight. I often find
myself reaching to take my glasses off, or thinking ‘I
must take my contact lenses out’, before remembering they’re
no longer there. It’s amazing to think I spent all those
years feeling ugly wearing glasses, or fiddling around with
contact lenses, and yet in a mater of minutes my eyesight has
been restored to perfection.
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FACT
FILE |
- Over
half of all adults in the UK wear glasses or contact
lenses to correct short sightedness, long sightedness,
or astigmatism. These vision disorders are known as
refractive errors.
- LASIK
can correct mild to moderate short sightedness, astigmatism
and mild long sightedness.
- The
ideal LASIK candidate is generally over 21, with healthy
eyes, normal corneas, and no significant change in their
spectacle prescription in the last two to three years.
- At
least 95% of LASIK procedures, performed on patients
with a suitable prescription, result in achieving legal
driving standard vision without glasses or contact lenses.
- One
of the most common risks is surgical complications
relating to the flap. This may be because the flap
is not perfect at the time of surgery – in which case surgery
is best deferred for three months – or because
the flap heals irregularly. Most flap complications
can be corrected without causing any visual problems.
- The
most serious risk is reduction of vision, even with
glasses or contact lenses, following surgery. This may
be due to inflammation or infection of the cornea after
treatment, or because of irregular healing or scarring
of the cornea. Severe visual loss is rare but in extreme
cases patients have required corneal transplants.
- Since
1998 more than ten million excimer laser procedures
have been performed worldwide.
- Laser
vision correction is projected to become the most commonly
performed surgical procedure in the world.
- If
LASIK is unsuitable for you, there are other refractive
techniques which can be performed, such as implantable
contact lenses/phakic intra-ocular lenses, Refractive
Lens Exchange, or PRELEX. However, as these involve
intra-ocular surgery – ie inserting a lens into
the eye – they are more complex.
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DAILY
ECHO - 7 AUGUST 2004
